I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
Feeling like giving up.
There’s always those times where I can’t take it anymore and want to just throw all of my effort away. It seems to me like no matter how hard I try to make things right, nothing ever happens. It’s not that I don’t care, because I’ll always care. It’s just that I hate thinking I’ll be left with disappointment in the end.
